Interview with a shaman:
a series of initiations
*Trigger warning for sensitive souls*
Who are you? What is your divine calling, purpose and place? And, how did you discover this?
The rise of a Sana Mudang: part 1 of 6
Well my name Bryan means “force of nature in the name of love” and through my shamanic studies with medicine women and men from around the world I discovered when homosexuality arises in a family bloodline it means there is (and has been) great discord between the ‘fellowship’ of men and the ‘fellowship’ of women. When this pattern of conflict between men and women in a family system repeats for too long without reaching any successful healing resolutions towards divine union and balanced reciprocity, the natural response from the ancestral field of consciousness (the divine intelligence of a family bloodline) will call forth a soul to embody the essences of both genders thus giving birth to homosexual or “transgender” humans.
Nature clearly tells us men and women are not the same nor equal and were never meant to be. They are distinctly and divinely designed to be different in every single way however, they are also meant to relate in collaborative harmony and balance with each other and when friction between the two divine creator forces—divine masculine (men) and divine feminine (women) arise, a natural divine conscious response will be birthing individuals with a great ‘reach' and exceptional access into the opposite gender including taking on their sexuality or even identity. This response of birthing an individual with superior access into the capacities of the opposite sex is so that this individual can wholly embody one gender, thus giving it full access to its gender while also embodying the ability to “move” deeply within and embody the divine gifts and consciousness of the other gender as well—including their sexuality and/or even identity. This is the natural response when men and women are having a hard time getting along (i.e. high divorce rates, abuse, violence, lack of intimacy, etc.). This rise in homosexuality and “transgenderism” reveals to us that the divine collective consciousness is actively working to restore harmony and balance between its two divine creator forces we call male and female.
Therefore, I’m am Bryan, a force of nature in the name of love, born to help restore divine order between the fellowship of men and the fellowship of women back into right-relationship with one another. To heal the various dynamics that separate men and women within myself (first and foremost) and to teach, guide, heal and help others sort through and resolve their inner and, relational conflicts. In particular for me and my family, it was war and violence that separated men and women from their divine nature. Which is also a dynamic I see a lot in the family histories of my clients as well.
I always knew about my family history and felt our unresolved emotions from our traumatic past reverberate through my mental, emotional and vibrational fields of consciousness as I live and walk in the body of my ancestors. Therefore, these unhealed traumas follow me every day of my life. However, my name-song revealed to me how I am to “hold” and work with this “gift” of unresolved trauma that lives within the blood, bones and frequency of my being-ness—the living body of ALL my ancestors that have come before me— spawned to heal the unresolved traumas that were not possible to fully resolve in their lifetimes and still remain alive in their descendants.
If we, as a modern society, were to all slow down and stop distracting ourselves with scrolling on the internet, politics, entertainment, food, alcohol, drugs, sex, working so hard, etc. all of our unresolved issues, soul agreements and our “divine purpose” would quickly begin to surface and with it unleash a plethora of very uncomfortable experiences which is why 95% of people remain “distracted” until someone is born into a family system that is willing and able to precisely identify, acknowledge, face, feel and, ‘work' through it all—clearing the unresolved histories they were born to clear. These are the healers, the shamans, the medicine women, the black sheep, the rebels, the outcasts, the “autistic/handy-capped” ones and the old souls.
When siblings come into a family… they each will all take on a different ‘task,’ soul agreement and purpose but with the same common goal of restoring the family “system” back into divine order which is why siblings will often take such varying paths, make very different life choices, embody differing perspectives and personalities but sometimes when there is a lot of “shit” that has happened in the family system siblings will share a dynamic such as war and violence but they will work with it from different angles—all in an effort to heal their bloodline from suffering from more war and more violence.
Birth order of siblings also plays a very important role in the family system. For example: because I was the first born I’m the organizing guiding principle in my family. Meaning when I “take my rightful place” aka act like the eldest/‘elder’ child, face my “demons,” heal my wounds, ‘work’ on my wellbeing and capacity to thrive, etc. then all the other siblings including all the unborn children within the family system can also all begin to find their own unique rightful place and purpose within the family system according to the ancestral field of consciousness that, presides over all of our individual fields of consciousness (as family members) in divine accordance with our soul agreements created and agreed upon at the moment of conception (more on this in part 2). **It’s not always oldest child that is birthed as the organizing guiding principle. Sometimes it is the youngest-born child because the parents and elder siblings are more ‘resourced' for this soul entering into the family system.
This is why I started studying ancestry, ancestral medicine, spirituality, shamanism and other various healing practices. This ancient wisdom helped me to understand who I am from a spiritual perspective and make sense of my ‘rightful’ place of belonging in this world and the divine purpose of my birth. Because we are not born with this knowledge in our active conscious mind and we ALL pass through the same “veil of forgetting” our true divine essence, purpose and nature once we take physical form— it’s part of our soul agreement to being born into this realm of reality. And so it is our responsibility is to figure out who we are, what is our divine nature, what are our divine gifts, magic & medicine and, what is the divine purpose of our birth in this particular time & place and, within your family of origin. And, for me, my “Name Song” is one step in my path of self discovery and inner-standing my true divine purpose and place in this world.
Learn more: What is a "Name Song"
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The “Veil of Forgetting” aka “Veil of Illusions”—
its purpose & technologies, 'the journey of the soul' and, the Great Awakening: part 2 of 6
*Trigger warning for sensitive souls*
The “invisible” and unconscious veil-of-forgetting is a spiritual technology created for growth, learning and self discovery required for all who decide to separate from the divine source of creation and individuate into a soul and take physical form. It is the “starting-line” and “reset” point of our journey of soulful self-discovery after our ‘individuation’ process from unity consciousness which is a path that we must all eventually embark and ultimately find our way back ‘home’ to. However, this journey back to unity consciousness must be completed while embodied within our “limited” and “contained” physical form. In other words, because we chose to experience separation from the divine Source by choosing to individuate into a soul and take physical form the only way we can return, while still maintaining our individuation, is by embodying unity consciousness while being “separated” from our divine source.
This journey of individuation of the soul and taking physical form and returning to/embodying unity consciousness while still being “separated” from the divine is the very process we frequently hear and know as embodying Christ consciousness and ‘creating heaven on Earth.” This is a multidimensional revelatory process similar to peeling away layers of an onion because every time we think we have it all figured out there is always another layer to peel away until we find ourselves one-in-the-same and united to the ‘heart’ and source of all there is, was and ever will be—good, bad, beautiful, ugly and everything in-between.
Most people only want to be one with “love and light” but that is not true wholeness it simply the illusion of wholeness. One of the lessons I learned during my extensive studies and something I share with all of my clients are the Laws of Love and the first Law of Love is the law of belonging. It says, if you were born, than you belong—irrevocably and unconditionally. It’s super easy to intellectualize not as easy to embody because this law also applies to the villains, the bad guys, the perpetrators and the unforgivable ones. These are the lessons we are all here learning and we all signed up to learn and, I often refer to these teachings as the teachings of unconditional love.
This inner work we do is not limited to just the individual and it is not bound by the limits of time and space, like our physical bodies. Our physiology simply acts as a physical portal & vessel between the divine source of all creation, our separation from it and, all of the spaces in-between. Therefore, the more we remember about who we are, our cosmic identity, our true divine essence, our divine nature and, our divine purpose and “place”, as well as, intimately inner-standing our ancestral field of consciousness (aka our family soul) and, our “role” within it ALL, we will naturally begin to dissolve this veil-of-forgetting/illusions— peeling away these layers of “separation.”
This journey of the soul also directly benefits our entire lineage of ancestors and future generations to pioneer their unique path and discover, find, explore, learn and embody their own divinity, divine purpose and place and, return back to “right-relationship” with it all—thus ‘healing’ and restoring harmony back to your bloodline AND the entire human collective consciousness. However, it is important to remember that the healing of our planet and the human collective can only be achieved from within each individual, in other words, we can not save ourselves or the world through legislature, politics, religion, manipulation, etc.—these are aspects the veil-of-illusions. Instead just like the teachings of Christ (and many other ascended masters and teachers), the kingdom is within.
This awakening process has been accelerating in many ancient bloodlines around the world. Some know it as the return of Christ (the second coming), the apocalypse, the great awakening, ascension to 5D consciousness, the golden age of Aquarius, etc… however you know it, this frequency ascension of our world (“planet Earth”) and the enlightenment within the collective human consciousness has been gaining incredible momentum for the past 10-25 years. However, some bloodlines, are still needing more time to acquire and develop the necessary physiological “hardware” required for embodying the necessary vibrational frequencies essential for ‘decoding’ and dissolving the veil-of-forgetting and all the illusions that are woven into its energetic structure.
We are already seeing a major split in realities (i.e. red vs. blue, us vs. them, technology vs. nature, etc.) and, eventually—perhaps in the very near future there will be a ‘physical’ bifurcation of timelines. One where our current modern society continues to deviate from their divine nature and remain ‘looped’ (captive) within this veil-of-illusions which will eventually lead to self destruction. The people that choose this timeline will continue to “praise,” follow and support: modern technology & science, world leaders, government, big-business and entertainment, modern medicine, pharmaceuticals, vaccines, artificial intelligence and, continue to distract themselves from their divine purpose with their occupations and pleasures.
There is also another available timeline (reality/dimension of consciousness) that will continue to isolate and separate from the timeline of the mainstream modern world as we currently know it, where “awakened” (activated/aligned) souls consciously choose to step away from modern society (i.e. politics, AI technologies, propaganda, social justice movements, modern science, big Pharma, mainstream entertainment, etc.) and return back to unity consciousness by remembering and embodying their divine purpose and place as the gods, goddesses, guardians, stewards, custodians and divine creators of this sacred eden where we are all currently embodied within. These enlightened souls will restore the “old ways,” the ancient traditions and protect the wisdom of unity consciousness.
My role in the Great Awakening and
the creation of New Earth timelines: part 3 of 6
*Trigger warning for sensitive souls*
The Principle of Mentalism, as stated on the Emerald Tablet and written in the Kybalion says that reality is entirely consciousness and the entire cosmos exists as a thought within an “infinite living mind” (God, the Divine, Source, the Universe, etc.). Let’s carefully digest this massive statement into something easier to inner-stand… Everything is first created in the ‘mind’— an invisible field or body of consciousness we all have access to—simple & easy to understand. There are also different fields or bodies as well as dimensions or levels of consciousness that we can access at any given time. One of our birthrights is to have our own individual field of consciousness that only we have access to and of which we have complete sovereignty over. However, there are so many other fields & dimensions of consciousness we belong to or have access to such as: male, female, nationality, religion, family/ancestry, “3D”, “4D”, “5D”, etc. just to name a few.
For example, men belong to the male-field-of-consciousness and only men know and have access to the information, wisdom and all the ‘gifts’ and responsibilities that constitute the field of consciousness we call being “male.” The same goes for women and their belonging to the female-field-of-consciousness in which only women know what it is like to be a woman. Gay men and "transgender women” may have a deep ‘reach’ into the female-field-of-consciousness but they do not have full access and never will (i.e. menstruation, conception, pregnancy, giving birth, etc.— just to name a few). Similarly, heterosexual individuals do not have access to the homosexual and/or transgender fields of consciousness which indigenous tribal shamans would refer to such individuals as the sacred gatekeepers between the realms…
This same concept of bodies of consciousness also rule over where we were born and raised, the thought systems that raised us, the information we have had access to, etc. For example, only Koreans know what it means to be Korean and only Christians know what it means to be Christian or, only members of your family know the unspoken rules and invisible loyalties of the family. Or, only those who have had access to specific knowledge and wisdom or those who have explored, found and, discovered certain knowledge have been initiated into that dimension of consciousness. Easy enough right… you still with me?
With this mental ‘road map’ clearly in mind, as a shaman (a sana mudang) and an initiated sacred “gatekeeper between the realms,” I help people sort through and navigate the complex invisible landscapes of their being-ness, divine purpose and rightful place. Over simplifying it even further, having completed this ‘road map’ for myself (with the guidance of my incredible mentors and teachers), I expand and connect men and women with other “channels”, expressions, fields and dimensions of consciousness that are also available (this article series for example). And, with this work, I’m helping to facilitate and create the landscape of the new earth timeline that is already available, expanding and becoming more and more rooted and grounded into ‘this’ reality.
This great awakening process (cycle) may take a few generations to fully unfold however, in this age of information, we are already seeing great leaps towards creating heaven on Earth within our lifetime. If you think about it we have seen enormous changes to our reality in just the last 5-6 years! Once we fully reconnect with and begin to embody our true divine essence in our physical form by activating our 12-stranded DNA and embodying our crystalline light form, our life spans and capacities will also respond in divine accordance. Therefore, in the new-earth timeline humanity will live much longer lives then we currently know— more like hundreds of years just as our bodies are naturally designed— when we are not being poisoned physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually…
(Trigger warning!) It’s likely that all the @drenochrome-drinking ‘elites’ (You know… Jeffery Ep$tein aka Palm Beach Pete and all of his famous friends…) are way older than we are aware—especially with the med-bed technologies they have access to and their black magic rituals of drinking adrenaline-infused children’s blood. There are even theories that suggest, and the Bible confirms, the 3rd of God’s angels that fell from grace to rule over this world are immortal. Once we begin to acknowledge, identify and illuminate the shadowy dark forces of this world and we begin to inner-stand the meaning behind the cliche, “the truth is stranger than fiction” (fiction being the veil-of-illusions that mainstream modern society currently believe and uphold and, the ‘truth’— the radical rabbit holes that dismantle the veil-of-illusions and paint a very different reality of our world) we can then, and only then, illuminate the dark shadows of the collective consciousness and resurrect ourselves as the divine gods, goddesses, guardians, stewards, custodians and divine creators of our world and create heaven on Earth, no longer giving our “praise” to false idols (i.e. world leaders, celebrities, politicians, billionaire elites, royal families, religious figures, etc.) because no one is going to do this for us. We are our own saviors and, if you are reading this—this includes you too— it's what we were born to do!
I have been “working” with my name-song for over 7 years and it has really helped me to discover my divine purpose and the meaning of my birth at this particular turning point in humanity. I am a force of nature in the name of love, here to restore divine union back into the fellowship of men and their relationship with the fellowship of women, to transform violence into peace and, to embody and anchor as much divine heavenly frequencies into my physiology as I can to help bring forth a new world where we all remember our divine purpose and place as the divine creators and guardians of the magical eden—we currently refer to as Earth but will soon know her as heaven.
This isn’t the first “apocalypse” or “great awakening” humanity has ever faced. This cycle has been repeating for ages—think Atlantis and Lemuria, the Incas and Mayans, Ancient Egyptians and Sumerians, and, most recently the Tartarians. “Satan” always has his ‘little season’ and there have been many societal “resets” in the past and, this isn’t my first rodeo! I’ve walked this path before and, if there is one thing that is always for certain—we always end up remembering our divine essence no matter the circumstances. No matter how hard ‘they’ try to disconnect us from our divine nature with chemicals in our drinking water, artificial intelligence, micro plastics, nano technologies, synthetic-material clothing and bedding, processed foods, pesticides, chem-trails, led bulbs, wifi, entertainment, politics, and on-an-on the list goes… we always eventually remember our divine nature. ‘They’ fear human potential because our light is far more powerful than any darkness and we are quickly approaching the point where we are all waking up and “remembering”. We are actively rediscovering and embodying our light with divine presence, power and grace— of course, all in our own unique divine timing. And, I am here as a beacon of light for those who need some guidance finding their way home to the New Earth timeline.
Where and how did I learn this ancient wisdom?
part 4 of 6
One thing I have learned is we are not meant to make this journey alone and we can NOT figure this all out by ourselves—even Jesus passed through the same veil-of-forgetting/illusions and studied with the Essenes before he became Christ. We are meant to have teachers, mentors, guides and healers join us along our path and biology tells us this. From the moment we take our first brith we must be “received” by another human in order to survive. A human infant can not survive on its own unlike a baby turtle who is born to thrive the moment it hatches. And, this biological paradigm shapes the entire human experience until we have taken our last breath and, even then our death requires the collaboration of others.
With this in mind, I have had the extraordinary fortune and blessing of meeting, studying with and learning from a variety of different shamans, medicine women, tribal elders, Indian gurus and, fellow star-seeds throughout my life. I was raised in a very spiritual household with a very spiritually curious mother which has blessed me with some incredibly rare experiences and lots of open-minded spiritual exchanges. However, I started my shamanic studies “professionally” and full time over 10 years ago.
My first teacher was a lineage “bone-medicine” shaman*—a powerful medicine women who can awaken dormant parts of your being with just her presence. She “found” me as a client of my salon and she activated something deep within me which initiated my shamanic quest. Her presence and our conversations revealed so much wisdom in such few words. In fact, many of my experiences with her took years to unfold within me and required a lot of soul-guided exploration and self-discovery. She is a master “bone medicine” healer, wisdom keeper and guardian of sacred lands around the world--healing, teaching and opening up schools around the world for advancing the ancient art of bone medicine.
*A lineage or heritage shaman is someone born and raised in the ancient shamanic wisdom traditions of their bloodline.
My most profound teacher and mentor was a Norse Shaman and medicine woman. I studied everything she had to offer over a 6-year period, often taking her classes multiple times. Participating in every healing circle she facilitated throughout the years and learning the invaluable wisdom of Systemic Family Constellations. She also opened me up to West African Shamanism, the ancestral realms and world of spirit. Her guidance and sharing of this ancient wisdom largely shaped me into the powerful medicine man I am today. She has dedicated her life to restoring divine order to countless families and bloodlines around the world (including mine) and teaching this ancient wisdom to the next generation of healers.
I also do a lot of reading, researching, watching and witnessing. I have throughly read and studied the teachings of 2 West African Elders: Malidoma Patrice Some and his wife Sobonfu Some, a former Catholic priest & family therapist who studied with the Zulu Elders of South Africa and father of Family Constellations: Bert Hellinger, I have also read and studied A Course in Miracles (cover-to-cover), I have studied the ancient Buddhist traditions of my ancestors as well as the Christian wisdom from the Ethiopian & Geneva Bibles including the “missing” apocrypha and the Book of Enoch and many, many, many other ancient texts and wisdom keepers. I also avidly study astrology—the language of the universe— and the wisdom upon which the Bible was written. I also crave and continue to deepen my studies and learn from my fellow star-seeds more and more every single day.
The methods of study are a lot of oral tradition with my shamanic teachers, rituals of self-exploration, discernment, pattern recognition and synchronicities of all of ‘life’s’ cycles and great mysteries, learning from nature and, the divine guidance and psychic downloads from my spirit guides, guardian angels and ancestors. Which according to Korean (and other Asian) shamanic wisdom traditions we each have a team of 3000 spirit guides that are devoted to helping us along our journey of the soul and each spirit guide has their own unique wisdom, magic and medicine so as you can see there is a lot for us to learn!
What is shamanism? How far back do these traditions go and where does this ancient knowledge come from?
part 5 of 6
*Trigger warning for sensitive souls*
Simply put, shamanism is the oldest cosmological spiritual perspective that is based on nature and the relationship between biology, physiology and spirituality. It is the ancient wisdom that originates from the original ancestors—the 12 original bloodlines that seeded the Earth. The West African traditions and all the other shamanic wisdom traditions I have studied such as Celtic and Korean Shamanism work with time completely differently than we do as a modern society. Shamanism lives in a ‘timeless’ tradition where time is recognized as a conscious “breathing” series of forever repeating cycles large and small that are constantly inhaling and exhaling, speeding up and slowing down and, rising and falling.
These cycles of time can be an orientation tool. Cycles can help us to send and receive information across timelines, “decode” and see through the veil-of-forgetting/illusions, inner-stand our purpose and place and, guide us into the future among many other things. For example: in our digital age of information it is clear we are in a time of awakening and this cycle offers us information about what we can expect to unfold and how to proceed. Especially if we have gathered the skillset for “reading” pattern recognition. Many ancient texts, including the Bible, and well-known prophets have predicted and warned us of this very crossroads in time (bifurcation of timelines) that we are currently moving through because it is a repeating cycle that we are passing through and one day will eventually meet again—but differently. This is also how ancient texts remain relevant today regardless of the date on the calendar and how prophets can predict the future. There are many “hidden” messages encoded within the cycles of time not only for the planet or the human collective but also for our families, ancestry and, our personal journey of the soul.
So, from this understanding the wisdom keepers of ancient shamanic traditions consider themselves to be a “timeless” people who are less individualistic than modern humans and more collaborative— understanding that together they keep these traditions alive through ritual, song, story-telling and oral traditions. These (often) indigenous tribal communities live their entire lives with their consciousness attuned to 7 generations ahead into the future. Meaning every decision they make today is based on how it will affect the entire tribe 150-300years into the future and they council every decision with the elders and ancestors as a “daily” ritual and these traditions are said to exist long before the moon which, is our cosmic clock that tells us which cycles we are moving through. So these shamanic wisdom keepers may be “alive” today but their consciousness reaches deep into the past and far into the future existing in a much more timeless space and giving them a very different concept of time. Unlike modern society where we are just waiting for our next paycheck, weekend, vacation, retirement, appointment or, milestone.
As far as when shamanism came about, dates are very tricky in this Gregorian timeline spell the world is currently under but according to the oral traditions this wisdom is said to be as old as time itself. This also means that a lot of this ancient wisdom requires us to be more fluid with our consciousness and not so anchored into this physical realty or the illusory matrix grids and thought structures we were born into but rather being more deeply connected to our divine cosmic identity and multi-dimensionality that exists beyond space, time and and the limits of physicality.
Shamanism recognizes these rhythms and cycles of nature and stays alive and protected because they are largely oral traditions by divine design. Firstly, we are meant to walk through the journey of our soul in collaboration with others. And secondly, books can be burned and stolen, libraries can be destroyed however, the stories we’ve been told stay alive within the people that carry them. Which is why people who hold this sacred information tend to remain “hidden” or keep a “low profile” because the very act of knowing your divinity and the true power we possess is very dangerous to the system that wishes for us to remain controlled underneath the veil-of-illusions.
We all know the story of Jesus being crucified on the cross, the Salem witch trials and, the unorthodoxly high “suicide” rate of whistleblowers—if you know what I mean. The consciousness that crucified Jesus is still alive and ruling this world today and, will continue to rule this world until the united human collective chooses differently—its that simple and that’s why ‘they’ fear us.
You’ve seen the movie the matrix right? Agent Smith is an archetypal “program” that is a real phenomenon when you start to see beyond the veil-of-illusions. I have personally experienced this with my closest family members, friends and even mentors. When someone embodies more and more of their divine light it attracts the attention of the unresolved shadows within people—we can call these shadows “demons.” And these demons “possess” & influence these individuals turning them from your most trusted loved ones into “Agent Smiths.” Which is why I’m very careful about who I share this information with.
So far in this interview I threw an enormous amount of information at you—and it’s only the tip of the iceberg. However, my guides told me you can handle it, and you are ready for it. If you weren’t you wouldn’t be reading this and you would think I’m crazy. Remember language can only go so far and “hold” so much that’s why a lot of this information is encoded in symbols, concepts, repeating patterns and nature (i.e. the yin-yang, reincarnation, karma or seasons of the year). ​
Is there a beginning and an end of time?
Where does time & space come from?
Decoding the illusions: part 6 of 6
*Trigger warning for sensitive souls*
You’re probably not going to like this answer but it is the best one I can offer at the moment. The answer is both yes and no. There is a beginning of time and yet there is no beginning or ending for that matter because everything also exist outside of space and time, and there are infinite parallel timelines that make up the eternity of existence. Therefore, time doesn’t actually exist (remember the Principle of Mentalism)… We have to remember that duality is a structural framework of this world we currently live in. There are beginnings and there are endings. There is a beginning and an ending but both are actually one-in-the-same and also exist in the eternal present. Language really lacks when trying to describe such large “concepts” such as time or “God”.
If you take a moment to think about it duality is everywhere in our world, in fact, it actually is one of the creative forces of our world. For example: we have the divine masculine and divine feminine and nothing can come into existence without the collaboration and union of these two creative forces—biology and nature tell us this. Because of the dualistic nature of our world many answers we seek are both yes and no for various reasons. It would be much easier show you by sketching some images on a chalk board than trying to explain the concept of time through words.
However, in this physical reality, there is a linear ‘momentum’ to time (linear meaning time is always moving “forward” into the future) but this linear momentum only exists because of our current consciousness. Remember the world is all mental and it’s created entirely in the mind—or as the Kybalion describes it “the infinite living mind”. Once the Human Collective Consciousness begins to hold time differently, like the “timeless” indigenous people of Africa this “linear momentum” will decrease into a more eternal state and we can call this eternal state-of-being unity consciousness.
Of course as we know nothing stays static forever, there will always be movement—this is the essence of creation itself so what we call/consider time will eventually loop down into a new cycle, a new human experience, a new timeline, etc. and, all of these new cycles already exist, and have always existed in the enteral dimension of unity consciousness. We have simply chosen to explore and experience this/these timeline(s)—this cyclical period. Therefore, in this dimension of reality we experience time as finite even though it is an “artificial” construct for our experience of separation from the divine Source of all creation.
We can very easily track these cycles of time both big and small. Historians and archeologists do this very well. For example: there are societal “resets” every 100ish years and, we are going through one right now. The last “reset” was WW1. And then there are larger cycles like 45,000 years cycles which are harder to track but that is when the stars completely align in the exact same configuration. Meaning the moment you were born that celestial configuration won’t happen again for another 45,000 years therefore some believe that we only reincarnate once every 45,000 years. So in this physical dimension of reality we perceive a beginning but as we travel through different dimensions of consciousness we also discover there is neither beginning or an end just eternity forever creating and destroying, rising and falling, inhaling and exhaling.
Part of the “enlightenment” process is developing what we can call inner-authority, discernment, sovereignty and authenticity. Meaning, as we continue to embody more of our divine nature we develop a frequency of authenticity and discernment. This frequency begins to resonate through our physiology as a result of profound spiritual healing, self discovery and remembering our true divine essence and purpose. This capacity for divine discernment becomes our “bull shit” meter and will sharpen over time. For example: certain ideas like “flat earth” many alarm our “bull shit” meter but as we continue our soulful explorations this reaction might change within our awareness and so, it is important to allow our minds to be more fluid with reality instead of grasping onto the informational structures (veil-of-illusions) we have been born into. In other words, there is a process of strengthening and honing our capacity to decipher truth and authenticity and, this is where the concepts of spirituality, parallel realities and timelines beyond the veil-of-forgetting/illusions and, the ideas of time and space, will arrive and develop within you.
Authenticity vibrates at an extremely high frequency it becomes an inner knowing which is why this journey can only be completed from within. Its not my place or responsibility to convince you or to make sure you inner-stand. This will happen naturally as you walk down the path of wholeness. And of course, naturally as this is developing there will be times when our discernment is shaken and challenged, this interview has probably stirred up a lot within you and that is all part of the unfolding process helping us to understand “truth” from “fiction.” And, this capacity is divinely protected and we all posses this ability but one must embody authenticity in order to have full access to their divine discernment.
Therefore we need to be standing in our divinity and this can only happen when we are standing in our divine purpose and place and intimately embracing all of our divine, cosmic and ancestral gifts, magic, medicine and abilities. This is also why we must have teachers and guides to come into our life, it is not only a rite of passage that keeps this wisdom alive but it is also profoundly human to collaborate in community. Collaboration is part of our divine nature. We are never meant to do this alone. Humans are meant to thrive in a community. So we will have teachers, mentors and guides come into our life and these are some of the greatest honors and blessings of the human experience and the journey of the soul.
Once we activate and use our inner authority and divine discernment it will strengthen and sharpen within us the more we learn and grow. The deeper we go into our journey of self-discovery the less chance for “corruption” or “illusion”to penetrate our awareness because it will become so obvious and will no longer resonate with our soul i.e. mainstream media and entertainment, politics, modern culture itself— it’s all corrupt.
Time, space and matter is all created from a living, ever-expanding sentient field of consciousness. Some refer to this birthplace of existence as “the void,” the Pleroma, Source or the infinite “sea” of potential energy—the origination of consciousness and creation itself that can be harnessed when we tune our mental capacities to collaborate with this dimension of infinite potentiality. This process is commonly known as creativity and manifestation.
Women are a living portal to this dimension of creation which is why they can bring life into existence and this makes them intrinsically more powerful than men. Therefore, in order to maintain harmony and balance which, the universe and nature are always seeking, men are to be the leaders and take the lead and, this means the women follow. This is can be a very difficult dynamic to integrate especially with all the women’s lib movements and “equality” programing but nature shows us time and time again that men are to lead, guide and protect (in service to women and children) and therefore women are to follow the leadership of men. There is no such thing as “better than”—its not a competition. Men know, in their true divine nature, they are to covet and protect the woman for she is the divine portal and promise for survival and in the women’s divine nature they understand they possess this power of creation within them and allow men to protect and serve them—this also means allowing the men to take the lead in how men see it appropriate to honor and protect the sanctity of the divine feminine.
*This may be a “spicy” tangent for many--I get it. It requires more than a few sentences, space and time to fully discuss and unpack the natural order of men & women.
Digressing back to the question of the eternal nature of time, space and matter… it all comes from a timeless, eternal, energetic and spiritual “place.” A non-physical dimension of infinite possibilities this is the source of unity consciousness that we all have access to and must return to after choosing to individuate into a soul and take physical form. This place has different names according to the cosmology you stand in. However you may know it/call it, I suggest taking a guided shamanic journey there and explore it for yourself! It’s one of my favorite places to explore!
Now, are time, space and matter eternal? Yes and no. Yes, time, space and matter are eternal. However, in this present dimension of reality they are not eternal. We would need to raise our dimensional frequency to reach an eternal state of being. Buddhist call it attaining your buddhic body, Christians call it resurrection, etc. We go through a death and rebirth (over and over again) until we attain the enlightenment codes necessary to unlock this unity consciousness within our being-ness. In other words we need to “forget” all the programming we were born into that shaped us into the characters we are today until we discover our true divine nature—remembering and knowing that we are the embodiment of God—we are God and once we can embody this divinity within our physiology and claim all the gifts that come with this responsibility then we can receive our eternal light body (or buddhic body aka crystalline light body). However, this process also has necessary requirements such as: healing all of our emotional baggage, fulfilling our divine purpose and soul agreements, claiming our divine birthrights, illuminating our shadow aspects, embodying our gifts, magic and medicine, standing in our rightful place in right-relationship to everything, purifying our physical vessel, etc.
And what’s the evidence that this is all true?
Like I said before, its not my place or responsibility to convince you that any of this is true or, to make you believe me. What we currently consider to be ‘true’ will naturally evolve, grow and change over time as we continue down our own unique path to wholeness. ‘Truth’ is a shape-shifter that is why we must be more fluid with our minds and not grasp so hard onto the illusions we were born into and raised with—this veil is crumbling. Just remember for all the beautiful light that exists in this world there is also darkness and it gets “pitch black”— the cycles of day and night show us this—and we must be able to be “one” with it all.
I recommend you explore, discover and experience it for yourself. After all, lived & embodied experience and self-discovery are requirements to acquire these rites of initiation and, in some cases, in order for you to find, explore and navigate these complex multidimensional landscapes you will need a guide and, they will appear in divine timing. And perhaps, this guide is already here, like a beacon of light, waiting for your arrival. In fact, receiving support from another who has walked said path before and already holds the “keys” is an ancient tradition of initiation—a rite of passage that helps protect this sanctity of divine unity.
The moment has come for us to know our magic, medicine, gifts and divine purpose— to explore the great mysteries of the universe— remembering you are the embodiment of God experiencing itself and this gift is only bestowed upon the bravest of souls. So welcome to this miraculous wonder-filled world outside of the mundane routines we all one day find ourselves looped within. My name is Bryan a force of nature in the name of love, a spiritual guide in service of the divine.
What is Spiritual Healing?
The Medicine I Work With
Whenever we are seeking to heal any condition we may be experiencing whether it be spiritual, mental, emotional or physical; it is always essential to treat the problem at its originating source in order to achieve success in truly resolving any identified challenges. With this in mind, from my current perspective, any symptom that we experience in our life especially anything chronic, persistent, auto-immune, and/or multigenerational that is affecting our mental, emotional and/or physical well-being is "informed" by the vibrational frequency and divine coherence of our energetic fields/energetic body.
Our energetic fields have various invisible “body parts” such as our chakras, auric fields, spirit, soul, multi-dimensional bodies, as well as other larger energetic fields that influence and belong to our beingness such as: ancestral fields, morphological fields and other various fields of consciousness such as: male, female, human, our indigenous cultural roots & motherlands, religion, nationality, etc. The vibrational frequency of our energetic fields/body is informed by these various larger "influences" that we can clearly identify and examine. Therefore, in most healing cases we are first looking through these invisible energetic fields of consciousness that are informing our beingness including our mental, emotional and physical state of being. And, in most cases we are working specifically within the Ancestral Soul also known as the Ancestral Field of Consciousness.
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​Because identifying the origination of our problem is the first step in the healing process we must first look at the energetic fields that shape our beingness. It makes sense when we remember that we are first and foremost a spirit that has chosen to incarnate into the ancestral lineages of our physiology. Our physical body is an intelligent being all on its own that carries the ENTIRE memory of every single ancestor that has incarnated before you and when our spirit embodies its vessel it also gains access to ALL of this information available within the Family/Ancestral Soul—past, present and future. This Ancestral Soul (Ancestral Field of Consciousness) is a living conscious entity that exists outside the limitations of space and time that consists of EVERY individual field of conscious that has been wedded into this body of consciousness either by conception or divine union (sexual intercourse). Because our soul has chosen to embody into this lineage of life force energy that has created the very vessel we embody, this ancestral memory unconsciously rules our mindset & mental patterning, our long-term and general emotional states of being including avoiding and numbing our emotional states of being as well as our physiology. This ancestral memory is part of our subconscious and is stored in every single cell of our physiology and every single energetic fiber of our being and, rarely is this information ever part of our active daily consciousness.
In addition, to accessing and "downloading" all of our ancestral histories--the good, the bad and the ugly-- there are also various soul contracts and agreements that we agree to before being born, we can call this our ancestral or divine purpose. If we chose not agree to these soul agreements we wouldn't be here, alive in-body. Another soul would've taken our place, or, our conception would not have come to term. (i.e. miscarriage, abortion, still born, etc.) With this in mind, when our soul agreements are not being fulfilled the soul will send us messages urging us toward honoring our divine "to-do list" that we were born to accomplish. A bible verse from the Gospel of Thomas comes to mind here: "If you bring fourth what is within you, what you bring fourth will save you. If you do not bring fourth what is within you, what you do not bring fourth will destroy you." In other words, if we don't fulfill our soul agreements--our divine purpose-- the God/Spirit will send us messages and let us know.
Any challenges we face especially persistent, chronic and auto-immune symptoms we are experiencing are, in fact, the messengers from our higher self, God, Spirit, the Divine, etc. to reorient us back onto the "right" path on our journey of the soul. Allow me to clarify our careers, jobs, and day-to-day tasks are not part of our divine purpose which is where 98% of people currently spend all or most of their time, attention and energy. Which is why we are seeing unprecedented amounts of illness, struggle and conflict all around the world. This is because we are not answering the call of our divine purpose nor are we standing in our divine place of power. Instead we are using our God-given life to "make a living" which is very important and necessary and yet, it is not our purpose for being alive.
I share this long-winded yet overly simplified and brief explanation because I am a healing facilitator and practitioner that works within these realms of spiritual, energetic, mental and emotional healing which ultimately leads to physical health and vitality. Because from my current inner-standing and personal experiences, it is our vibrational frequency that is the root of "all" our health challenges and not the other way around (i.e. our health challenges are the cause of our mental, emotional and spiritual well-being). Here is a beautiful reminder for all the logical perspectives popping up with questions. Remember, the divine intelligence of our God-given and divinely-designed body is already perfect and already knows exactly how to heal itself. For example: we cut ourselves and our body naturally heals itself all on its own. We just need to ensure that we provide the body the proper environment so that it can restore itself back to full health and vibrancy. This also holds true for mental and emotional healing as well.
Is this sounding all too magical?
Although this healing modality is PROFOUNDLY powerful, it is not a "magic pill" that you can take once and instantly be healed. Anything chronic, persistent, auto-immune, and/or multigenerational that is affecting our mental, emotional and/or physical well-being is a physical manifestation of an ancestral entanglement which is most often a multigenerational bind therefore, this will be a multi-layered healing process that needs to unfold and integrate within the unique timing of each individual and their unique circumstances. To me, this makes sense because we are unraveling and healing decades, sometimes even centuries of unresolved ancestral traumas that are at work to manifest this "messenger" we can identify and call chronic illness, mental illness, emotional pain, etc. Some people can move through their healing movements faster than others, even immediately and, other cases it takes time to resolve decades of lived patterning and generations of entanglements.
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There are couple ways we can untangle these ancestral entanglements: 1. individual sessions 2. group constellation work or, 3. (my personal recommendation) a combination of both individual and group constellation work because each has its own unique healing qualities and potency.
If you would like more information about my work this would be a great place to start: